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Friday, January 23, 2009

Master Cleanse-Day1 Nite

Well...Dunno if I should say it's gd or bad
I had 2 eggs at 3:30pm...
Went to Hot yoga for 1.5 hr
Walk my dog for half an hrs..
Had 10 pieces of nuts+1 bowl of rice

For the master cleanse lemonade, i didn't add maple syrup into the mixture
Hopefully , it can compensate what i've eaten

Leo told me he'd prefer a Day Trip with me on 7th  Feb so it's 15days to go ^^
But the day trip needa wear bikini...So...Needa work Extra hard

So scared will fall tomoro , as i am cooking someone a late lunch tmr ..
Please dun...max eat a tiny little bit
Wanna meet Leo in my better appearance, though can't go back to my peak, but at least look not too bad ^^

Leo- I am doing it for you ^^


Thursday, January 22, 2009

Master cleanse -Day 1

Talked with Leo last nite...um...feels like we kinda start a little bit..
Maybe start seeing each other..
He's been very very sweet
A pilot, play piano, gd at photography..willing and ready to settle down, Saving money, love cars
Looks alrite....a lot to count on...
We've make our first date on 8thFeb, His first Payday, Sunday..
Bitta Nervous..

He's now being my motivation for the Master cleanse
Today is Day 1, woke up at 9:00..Went to Bathroom
Then the salt water flush...Didn't really work for me..used to work
Maybe didn't have it at once when i am awake
Then have the lemonade after I walk my dog
i actually like the taste of the lemonade..i didn't put any syrup into the mixture
But ya, I like it

It's 12:20pm...whenever I feel like eating( though i am not hungry, i always feel like eating, this is how i gain weight :p), I think of Leo, then he gave me the motivation to control myself


will upload tonite

Today-------------------23/01/09
Gold coast Trip--------31/01/09     8 Days away
1st date with leo ------08/02/09     17Days away
Valentine's Day--------14/02/09     22Days away

And actually Valentine's Day is coming too 14/02/09

Wanna take loveli pics ^^....
Lemonade Diet....Get me back in Shape ^^

When he wrote: waiting for his first pay day for his new job...i kinda know what he implies-^^-
He's sweet


Master cleanse

I had food today...but not too much that would make me feel too guilty bout myself

But people out there, i announce that i am going to master cleanse diet from tmr onwards for at 14days!!!!
So basically jus twisted lemon with load of water..

Hopefully, I can tell u guys some great news in 14days..heard that Beyonce lose 20lbs in 14days...hopefully, i can do so too!!!!...

Gained my weight from 42kg to 51.5kg....it's like 1/4 of myself...and now i am going to shed that 1/4 of myself!!!!

Help me to stay mentally strong please...

will update everyday about my journey/ battle


Wednesday, January 21, 2009

OMG, no one would believe this . i weighted 51.5kg..

Bloody fat ass...save me, wanna go back to 42!!!!!..omg, 10 kgs!!!!how can i gain 10 kgs in one year!!!

Kill me, not eating for 14days anyway more, save me from being a fat ass



Thursday, June 12, 2008

years haven't i been writing my diet journal

having been keeping my weight around 44kg sometimes 42kg for 2 years, i was shocked last nite

i weight 47.5=.=!!!!

WTF

Here comes my diet plan again

I am gonna starve myself for 3 days

No food at all

Then start the apple diet or fruit/salad diet for a week

Melt all the fat away

Hate being a fat ass

getta wake up early tmr to have a regular routine for easy weight loss:p



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